I didn't know the answer to this question when you asked for the first time.. the answer seemed an obvious yes... but then why did the question even manifest itself... so here is a more objective approach to it.. by logging what I am up to and somewhere within this we should be able to trace the answer to this question...
Days 1-2-3-4:
Its a long weekend and I have all the time to myself. Don't remember having so much time for a long time... maybe during our trip to Hawaii... decided to make use of this time by stepping up on my fitness... went for morning jog/hike in the evergreen park... made some yummy Omellete for myself -- missed my little assistant :)
Cleaned up some of the living area... getting rid of stuff that are not going to be used for next couple of months... sorting out bills/papers... getting the kitchen to a shape so as to reduce my inertia for cooking...
A voice within my head is still with me... constantly talking to me and arguing with me... and I thought I was alone...
Made some chicken yesterday using the stuff you had frozen... it came out awesome! Haven't tasted that good for long time... was it coz of the love you froze alongw with it? or just coz I worked to cook it? -- missed you nonetheless.
Got up this morning feeling a little tired.. skipped jogging. Will probably play tennis in the evening... Talked to Mako shark at length... it was good to hear him yap... and not get distracted... sad to hear that he is missing me so much.. he will be fine very soon as he gets adjusted to the new place.
The weekend is about to get over... haven't done some of the important stuff I planned for it... but did time to relax and recharge.
Here is a song for you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25YDJuKJ6h4
Love you!
I loved reading this. Just feels nice to hear about you. Cant tell you how but it made me feel very nice to know about little things you did and what you felt and everything. Somehow, life revolves around you... even here.
ReplyDeleteIts good you are able to take time and connect with yourself. And relax. Your weekend looks very well spent. I am just happy happy to see you take care of yourself so nicely.
I laughed aloud reading about that voice... :) You will have no peace :-D
Yes, Mako is missing you. He thinks you are alone and wont be able to manage. I was thinking and worried about it too, but feel nice reading this.
Arul ill makes me very depressed. Dunno why. Feel like you should be here so that I can get a cuddley and get rid of my angst. Somehow cuddley from you wipes off all the bad things.
Love you